Creative Writing 

   I honestly just feel tired all the time. I dont know, i'm just drained. I don't feel like going out or talking. Why? Because I'm a messed up kid. I don't even do anything energy consuming the entire day but some how all my energy is gone and I end up taking a nap. What's mostly been on my mind is the future basically, school and all those lovely stressing thoughts.

How depressing is it to go to school for about 15 years and then graduate and then go to college and then get a job and then die. 

You need money to do anything exciting which requires you to get a job but what most people don't realize is by the time you've saved up all this money from years and years of hard work BAM life hits your in the face and before you know it, you're 50, You can't do any of those things you've dreamed of doing as a child anymore, because by then life has sucked all the energy and hope from you. 

I don't want to become one of those people. I don't want to be stuck in a government office cubical for the rest of my days. I don't wan to file papers or talk on the phone with rude customers. I don't want that. I hate the fact that everything requires money or a ridiculous amount of time and energy. 

Just the thought of it drains me out. Ahh, life.